This post was here, there, and everywhere. Until next time- love and light. Be your own light :)
As of my last post, a few things have changed in this sensitive life of mine. For one, my B12 levels are solid despite what I had anticipated, so that's good news. Secondly, I've decided to go ahead with retesting my food and food chemical sensitivities using LEAP MRT. I've said it before and I'll say it again- my test results from March are completely out of date. I need a new roadmap to work from and this seems like my best bet right now. It will be really interesting to see how much has changed from March until now. Some of my previous highly reactive foods could end up being some of my lowest reactive foods now. I'm kind of excited about this to be honest. There's a possibility that I'll be able to eat foods I haven't eaten in months- foods I thought I'd never be able to eat again (worst case scenario). I have the highest hopes for the best possible outcome with my test results. I'm looking forward to keeping the sensitive life community posted about what has changed and what I plan to do with the information moving forward. In other news, Halloween was a fucking blast this year. In my opinion, as a sugar/candy addict on healing journey, nothing says a bitchin' time like putting me in charge of handing out the candy. I will admit, I was quite the Scrooge on Halloween- but only until I opened my door to find two of my loving students looking positively adorbz and wide-eyed with their candy bags held open. Kids are hilarious. They think that teachers live at school, don't have families, and can't function like normal human beings in society. I love it. One of my kiddos said, "Ms. Howe is that you?!?" Nope, no it's not. JK yes, it totally is. I love what I do. There's nothing better than being surrounded by hilarious little people all day who know how to pick you up without even trying. All in all, I suppose I was happy to be the candy passer-outer, even if I couldn't eat half the bowl before anyone arrived. Don't pretend like you haven't been guilty of this at least once in your life... Totally switching gears. I know that from time to time I tend to get all preachy on you all about self-love and manifesting your reality, but I feel I'm overdue. So, here I go with my positivity rap: When you focus on the lack of something in your life, the universe responds with perpetuated lack of that something. Instead, visualize yourself enveloped by whatever it is you think you're "lacking," and you'll find that your thoughts were the only thing standing between you and your souls desires. Your reality is exactly what you make it- how you perceive your everyday experiences, the company you keep, and the larger world around you. By choosing to change your perspective and abandoning any expectations or thoughts that external factors should change, you begin to create a new reality filled with more peace, acceptance, and understanding. Let go of the shit you cannot change or take back. There's no sense in choosing to hold onto something that only lowers your vibrations when you can choose to surrender to anything that weighs you down. Love yourself enough to believe you deserve happiness. More importantly, love yourself enough to believe that you owe it to yourself to create your own happiness. After all, you are the only person who can give yourself the gift of genuine happiness. Don't attach your happiness or sense of peace to anyone or anything else. Let whatever you do today be enough. You are perfectly enough just as you are.
This post was here, there, and everywhere. Until next time- love and light. Be your own light :)
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